birthday!!!! which will be a little bad some how....

well hey guys.....my birthday is 5th of July and i was happy but sad and depress at the same time because whenever my birthday comes parents and teacher meeting day is only two days ahead of my birthday, i had not went out with my friends to celebrate because my mummy doesn't let me go out. My mum's birthday is on 12th July.......my dad could remember her birthday but what about me? 5th!! what the hell......he forgot about 5th day of the month and he celebrated with my mum with cakes (well my family celebrates together but i rather celebrate with my friends...) but it hurts when my daddy doesn't remember his baby girl and boy's birthday (my brothers) , even MY AGE!!!! he ask me before ...."hey when is your birthday again?"( when it's already three weeks after my birthday =''=) and "how old are you again? 15? 13?" (DAMN IT I AM ALREADY 16 YEARS OLD!!!!) it hurts to hear this .....my friends also had problems about their parents not thinking carefully about their child's feelings.....but hey my daddy celebrate my younger brother's birthday at a fast food restaurant...... and only father and son... is it so hard to remember mine? mine is after America's birthday........on the 4th July........... and look at my mummy ....saying something more worse during my birthday...." as long as everyone knows what age are you in that's enough"....well you know what? MY DADDY DOESN'T REMEMBER MINE!!!!!! i wanna know why i am born in this family......(well it's god who decides it...i don't mind that) but is it nice letting my parents go happily forgetting about our feelings? this is not what i wanted......TT.TT