Birthday , 5th July....over...

Hey...my birthday was yesterday (5th July). when i woke up that morning i felt like normal days.....it was to make me happy but i felt nothing....so normal......no wishes.....and when i came to school, everyone greed me and wish me happy birthday! that was what made me happier then last years , and guess what? THEY GAVE ME PRESENTS!!!!~ i feel blessed .... i stayed back at school with my friend, we went to a shopping mall beside our school and spend sometime there and came back to school to make craps out of the stuff we bought. and when i came back home i feel happy, but.....everyone in the family did not wish me happy birthday.....they forgot about it, oh how smart......= =........my mum was to buy a shoe for me because my old ones got holes, BUT LUCKY SHE BOUGHT IT AN GAVE IT TO ME BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY MAN!!!!! shoes, wrist watches and clocks are not allowed to be given on birthdays, because shoes in Chinese are called "Hai" and it is a bad word and not a good thing. Clocks and watches are TOTALLY NOT GOOD!!! because in Chinese, when our clock or watches shows the time and if it ends its ticking on the number you were suppose to finish something, in Chinese we say " Si Kao Chong Lo!" which means "times up" and that sentence also meant that your time is up and your lifespan will shorten and you will die early then expected. so now i come back to the topic.....no wishes from my own family.....i don't wish to bother them........i felt happier to celebrate with my friends then them.....i don't know why....but i felt better that i am not under their eyes when i celebrate.....alone...